What Was I Thinking?
Less than 4 months ago I wrote that I was done with goals. After re-reading that post a few minutes ago, I’m not sure why I was so down on goal setting. I said there were a lot of big goals I didn’t achieve and yet I was still happy. That is still true, but I’m not sure why I felt that not setting goals was the way forward.
Even though the big goals weren’t accomplished, a lot of the things that made me happy were goals as well. Going to church every Sunday, teaching the girls the Small Catechism, going to the gym everyday, building a robot with Emiko. Those were all goals that I set and achieved and are some of the things that make my life so good.
Maybe it was the big goals I was talking about. May be it was THE goal. The goal of making a living as an independent software developer. It’s been the goal in the background of my whole career. I was looking through some old list of goals and I found in a file of 2008 goals and I bet I hand wrote it as a goal at least 5 years before that. Even as I think about my 2015 goals, this is still the goal that influence a large part of my thinking.
Time to Step Out of the Shadows
I’m going to stop kidding myself that this is going to go away. Even if it gets pushed to the back burner, I’m going to acknowledge that is what is going on. Even if I’m making no progress, I’m going to say it’s a goal I’m making no progress on. It has to be a goal I can fail at for it to be something I can succeed at.
2015 is a year where a lot of things I work on go towards the long-term goal of making a living as an independent software developer. I have some ideas for videos. I have some ideas for apps to build with my daughters. I have ideas for this blog. Connecting short-term actions with this particular long-term goal is challenging. I need to be more explicit when I determine the short-term goals and plan the specific actions.
I think a key for me will be to make small, steady progress and to document it. Even if it’s 20 years from now, if I make consciously directed small steps toward the big goal, I’m going to get there. Or if not, I’ll be a lot closer than if I never took any steps.